Crazy thoughts dash in and out
Thoughts of hating you, hurting you
And not much else.
I'm forgetting how to empathize
I'm learning how to hate, how to spite,
Wanting to hurt without remorse,
And without regret.
There's a wall around me
Hard stone, rock solid, impermeable
It separates me from my humanity
And I don't care anymore.
People like me, a person you shaped
Are society's worst nightmare
Helpless others pay for your crimes
And it no longer bothers me.
I am very nearly detached
From those I should love and befriend
I feel nothing like a human
And everything like a demon.
Something is taking over me
It's doing so quietly, undetectable
Only I know it's happening already
And it might be too late some day.
It's probably time to check my brain.
